Negative One Year Anniversary

I talked to Ed this morning and he wished me a happy negative one year anniversary. Our wedding is in one year...one year from today (though there's not much left to today)...10/10/08. It's funny how we decided on the date. We were at the Hotel Northampton finding out what dates they had open. Ed liked the sound of 10/10. I didn't love the idea of a Friday...I didn't want to inconvenience people, but Fridays are cheaper and 10/10 is hard to forget. Anyway, the 10th makes sense. We got together on a 10th, and we were engaged on a 10th. It just makes sense to get married on a 10th! I can't believe it's in a year and how little I have done.

I think the fact that I have so little done has me feeling quite discombobulated and it is attributing to wanting to start about 40 different projects right now...not a good idea. This desire to start new projects is also detrimental because I don't want to finish anything I'm working on. It's a vicious, vicious cycle.

Time to go lay in bed and think about the stuff I should be doing and the pile of magazines I have that have arrived and I haven't read but can't seem to find the time to read.